Showing posts with label Parkinson's Disease. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Parkinson's Disease. Show all posts

Sunday, August 1, 2021

The Beatings Will Continue Until Morale Improves, Lurching to Safety With Parkinson's-Related Falls


 

I always knew this day would come. What I didn't know was how I was going to cope with it. "It" being the loss of balance and resulting falls that accompany this dispiriting symptom of PD. I experienced freezing episodes since the early days of my diagnosis, where my feet seemed to stick to the floor, resulting in a mincing, hurried stride that often precedes a fall. The falls are no laughing matter, they seem to happen without warning, and can result in injuries from minor scrapes and bruises to broken bones.

I got a respite from falling when I had Deep Brain Stimulation. The operation added years to my essentially trouble-free ability to walk, run, and do a Buck and Wing. But over the last year or so, I found myself lurching around the house and falling with increasing frequency and severity. What to do?  

 I tried some of the earlier tricks I had found to keep myself moving. These included walking backwards, walking with your feet on two different levels using a curb to provide the difference in foot elevation, and walking pigeon-toed. These efforts, which all worked fine in my esrlier stages of PD met with limited success at best. However, there is one method that frees me up dramatically. That was the Kick and Step (See diagram above to learn how to do it.) 

 The Kick and Step feels like magic. And it acts like magic, too. Suddenly you are moving smoothly across the room, your stride almost completely normal. Since I have been using this anti-freezing method of locomotion, I haven't experienced one disastrous fall. Prior to this, I was falling two or three times a day. This has been a significant morale boost. The beatings have stopped. For now, anyway.

Sunday, December 23, 2018

Can Comics Enhance the Practice of Medicine? A study using "My Degeneration, a Journey Through Parkinson's suggests "Yes"

Copies of "My Degeneration" await readers at Fireside Books in Palmer in 2015
This past summer, I attended a conference on "Graphic Medicine" an area of the medical humanities that considers the intersection of comics and medicine. It's a discipline that rests on the assumption that through creating and reading comics, patients, doctors, nurses and others involved with the health care system can come to a better understanding of what they are doing, and the effects it has on outcomes. This should result in better care. But can a better understanding of delivering care for complex medical issues result from reading... um, ... comics?

That's what Dr Michael Green and a team of researchers from Penn State University aimed to find out. And, in a high-stakes move for me, they chose my book-length-comic memoir "My Degeneration, a Journey Through Parkinson's" as the test subject of their- study. Pressure? What pressure? Nothing at stake here. Just the legitimacy of the work being done by the excited and enthusiastic attendees of the conference. Many of whom were assembled in the Dartmouth College classroom where the team was unveiling their results. I could imagine the wrath that would be turned on me by the classroom full of Graphic Medicine practitioners, fans and publishers (including my editor) if the book failed to deliver on the mission.

Because I'm a comics creator, that imagining took on a downright operatic exaggeration of tragedy and pathos that I did not look forward to experiencing in real life, featuring me in the role of comics martyr. So I made a mental note about location of the nearest exits, and braced myself.


The presentation began with a statement of the study question "Does reading the book help health care providers better understand the lived experience of patients with Parkinson's Disease? Subjects were recruited, given a copy of the book, filled out a questionnaire, reconvened for a discussion four weeks later and filled out the questionnaires again, prior to the discussion.

The results for the small group of medical professionals that took part were encouraging. Their scores for questions like "how confident are you that you are able to...

• understand the stigma that people with Parkinson's Disease experience?
•understand what it's like for a patient to live with Parkinson's Disease?
•understand the impact of PD on family members
•help patients cope with PD?"

 all went up between 10 and 17 points!

In addition, their experience with "My Degeneration" left them with enhanced esteem for comics. Participants views shifted positively when choosing between attributes such as "valuable" and "worthless", "good" and "bad" and, my favorite, "smart" and "stupid"to describe comics. No words minced there!

Major themes that emerged from quantitative analysis were

• The book provides a meaningful way for healthcare professionals to learn about the lived experience of patients with PD 
•The comics form successfully engages healthcare professionals in ways that differ from other mediums
•The benefits of the book extend past the healthcare team

The researchers found that "My Degeneration" had a "profound effect" on clinicians who treat PD, and helped them have greater confidence in their treatment of patients. (although it did not seem to enhance their clinical knowledge about Parkinson's. Hmm...)

This is an encouraging indicator that those of us practicing in this medium are on the right track. (other indications this is so? Testimonials by Amazon readers to the value of the book. Not as rigorous as the research by the Penn State team, but pretty darn heart-warming to this author.) And speaking of rigor...  

Researchers cited the following limitations of their study:

•Single study site
•Small sample size
•No comparison with control group
•Self-selection of of subjects could lead to sample bias

So this is not an air-tight study, but more a sign this is a promising direction for further research. It suggests that comics, or one comic, anyway, can have a fruitful and unique role in promoting relations between medical professionals and patients. In my experience, this can only be a good
thing.

 I'm grateful to the researchers for taking the comics seriously, and for selecting my book as a test-case for study. I look forward to hearing about the further research they have planned to be focused on how patients respond to the book.

Wednesday, May 23, 2018

Return of the Return of the PD Pundit

Scarcely two weeks have gone by since I last posted the appearance of a new PD Pundit comic. And now here comes a new one, all shiny and bright! This one is about the necessity of adapting to our new reality, and how to  remake your passion in a way that is harmonious with your limitations. You can find it here.


Tuesday, April 24, 2018

Lies that Parkinson's Disease Told Me

In addition to the blogging I do here, I do  a monthly post for the Northwest Parkinson's Disease Foundation. From time to time I re-post work from there here. This is a favorite from December 2016. It's called Lies That Parkinson's Disease Told me.



Yes, I should have known better than to trust Parkinson’s Disease. PD is not our friend. It spends its time and energy devising ways to mess us up. There seems to be no part of the human experience beyond the reach of this tireless troublemaker. I know this.  So I should have been on my guard. But I believed when it whispered the following lies in my ear.

1.) The good part of your life is over. It’s time to get up and start the bad part. 

While it’s certainly more difficult, expensive, and mentally and physically painful to live with Parkinson's, the good part of my life did not end with my diagnosis.  Balancing that formidable list of downsides is the benefit I have reaped as a volunteer in the PD community here in Anchorage. Also, more than a counterbalance is the love and support that have come from family and friends. Over time, it became apparent the everyday joys of life may become rarer, but don’t vanish because of Parkinson's Disease. Of course there are good days and bad days, but guess what. It was that way before you got sick, too. (And, yes, Parkinson’s stole that “Good part of your life over, bad part begins” line from the movie “Broadcast News”. So PD is a liar and a thief.)

2.) Stay away from support groups. They are full of scary, sad people and will depress you.

I bought this lie without hesitation. And OK, there is something scary about seeing people confined to wheelchairs, using walkers and shaking like aspen leaves. At first. But just as “to  understand is to forgive” to get to know the person behind the tremor is to lose fear of them and their disorder. And there are people in our support group who handle the disease with courage and grace. These patients light the way to dealing with PD with dignity. You can deal with it too. Just follow their lead. Another less obvious benefit is the chance to witness those who don’t handle the disease so well. As the saying has it, “Every man is your teacher” You may learn from the graceless how best not to approach the disease as much as you learn from the graceful who do it well.


3.) Your balance will go bad. There is nothing you can do about it.

I certainly have lost a good bit of my ability to balance. And freezing as I carry in the groceries has led to frightening (and painful) falls. Furthermore, I expect I will fall more frequently in the future. But it has been shown that there is something you can do to mitigate the loss of balance: exercise! Most specifically, it has been found that those who do yoga and Tai Chi may improve their baseline balance ability significantly. This tends to confirm a suspicion of mine that some of the fallout of Parkinson’s comes from disuse, rather than disease. An essential part of coping with this motion disorder is to keep moving.

But what was worse than the lies Parkinson’s told me? The lies I whispered to myself. The lie that life with a chronic, disabling disease was not worth living. The lie that I am somehow less of a person because I am ill. To live is to be in transit somewhere along the spectrum that goes from good health to bad health. All of us will sooner later or later find ourselves at the far end of that journey. In our ultimate frailty,  we are all equal. The most important things in life, we still all share in common.

Thursday, May 5, 2016

Parkinson's Report for Anchorage and Environs, May 2016

Hello friends, Wondering what we're going to do this month to remind ourselves that we have a rare and debilitating disease? That's the spirit! You can show your contempt for this sorry, so-called pathetic excuse for a malady by attending the Telehealth seminar on Monday, May 9th, at 1:00. The topic this time is the World Parkinson's Conference, to be held in Portland, Oregon this September.  They will address registration, accommodations, sessions and travel. To find the Anchorage telehealth interactive broadcast, proceed with all deliberate speed to Providence Hospital oncology wing on Piper St. ( Go to the second floor, walk down the lonnnnnnnng hall that stretches South from the cafe and look for room 2401 pretty much at the end of the hall on your right.
The monthly support group meeting will be held May 21st, at 3:30 in the luxurious fifth floor lounge of the Anchorage Pioneer Home. It will probably be an "open mic" session for you to air your PD questions and concerns. If nobody has any questions or concerns about the disease we will take up the topic of "If we're not worried about this. then why do we have a support group anyway?"
​Thank you for your attention, now  please return to what you were doing before I so rudely interrupted,
With ceremony, ruffles and flourishes, this is your President-Pro-Tem-For-Life, Generalissimo Pedro Del Dunlap-Shohl, signing off.

Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Book Launch for "My Degeneration" Tonight!

One night only! Laughter, tears, tremors, ogres, true love, software, life's bitter realities and moments of transcendence, all in one laff-riot, tear-fest, a wrenching roar of the imagination, a cold, hard look at reality, the "My Degeneration" book launch at blue.hollomon gallery is tonight! 6:00 to 8:00at the Olympic center, a Zamarello mall near you, 36th and Arctic Boulevard to be exact. And yes, I will personalize your copy working boldly, without spell-check. Please come, see you there!

Friday, September 25, 2015

Denial on Trial, (Originally written for the Northwest Parkinson's Disease Foundation)

ICYMI here is a post from my series written for the NWPF (BTW, They are streaming their annual Hope conference this year, so you can see it on your computer! Interested? You may register here)



Denial on Trial

                  
By the time we reach adulthood, most of us have learned at least a smattering of discretion. We have our private thoughts, and recognize the wisdom of keeping them to ourselves. This helps us avoid scenes like the following...

Hey, you... Yes, carefree healthy guy, you. You can’t hear me? Well focus and listen up, ‘cause I know something you obviously don’t. Of course I’m shaking. Of course I’m slurring my words. I may lurch and even fall, but no, I’m not drunk. And besides, we’re not talking about me, we’re talking about you.

You think you’ll always have a steady hand and that resonant airhorn of a voice? you think you’ll always have the luxury of gliding across a room without fits and starts, no  hitch in your unconsciously proud stride?  You think walking is simple magic, of which you will always be the master? Maybe.

I wouldn’t bet on it.

You think you’ll always have your power of concentration? Your ability to slide easily between complicated tasks? Well concentrate on this. You may be right. But what if you’re wrong? And I’m here to tell you that people are wrong about this kind of thing all the time. Who for instance? Well, me. But this is about you, not me.

Here is what I’ll bet on.

I’ll bet that before you know it, it will be too late. That you, or a loved one, or a total stranger will make a bad decision at a critical moment that changes your life forever. Or that something out of anyone’s control will cross your stars. It may have already happened and you just haven’t heard. Yet. All it takes is a forgotten turn signal, a twist in a fall, an overlooked bite from an infected insect.

You know this, but you need a reminder. Something to make it real.  

People with Parkinson’s who refuse to acknowledge their disease are said to be in denial. We’re told helpfully we need to get through that, and move on to dealing with the disease. But what about all you other people out there who are borrowing time and only temporarily able? How deep is your denial about the vulnerability of your health?

So look at me. See this peck of pills I take every day just to approximate your supernatural ability to defy gravity and stand erect? See the time I spend wrestling with Newton’s laws, an object at rest, tending to remain at rest, while you go  jaywalking obliviously through the loopholes?

I don’t want pity, I’m doing alright, considering. And I’m not trying to tell you what to do, or eat, how much to exercise, how much to sleep, or that if you have your health you have everything. I’m not saying live life’s every minute to the fullest before it’s too late, that you don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone, or any other bit of cliched good advice that we all know and have heard ad nauseum.

Like I said, (and yes, I “protest too much,”) it’s not about me. It’s about you. I just hope you learn from my experience, acknowledge the facts, appreciate what you have and and then live according to whatever seems to you best in light of reality. To live as though these things matter.

Why should I care if you realize that this is important? This Parkinson’s of mine must be good for something. If that thing is spurring you to realize how vulnerable we all are, that’s way better than nothing.

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Anvils, A Collaboration With John Straley

Way back in the last century, the early 1990s, I think, I spent an enjoyable evening in Juneau with Sitka novelist, poet and criminal investigator John Straley. It was the final night of the legislative session and the usual intrigue was ripping like the Taku Winds through the Alaska Capitol Building . The two houses of the legislature were tussling with each other and the Hickel administration. Deals were being concocted and demands were being made. It was a wild ride as usual, and we had a fine time watching it all fall together, or apart. After the session ended, John generously sent me a copy of his book "The Woman Who Married a Bear". Then we lost touch.

Half a year ago, I ran across John on Twitter, followed him, and we struck up an electronic acquaintanceship. In the course of our tweets John learned that I have Parkinson's Disease, which also afflicts his wife.

A couple months ago he was in Anchorage on a book tour for "Cold Storage, Alaska" (which is a terrific read.) I went to his presentation, and we had a nice chat. John suggested we do some sort of collaboration. I said "Sure". These spur-of-the-moment ideas usually fizzle when the time to do the actual work arrives. So I was a bit surprised that John called my bluff with a poem, "Anvils", which appears below for your reading and viewing . I believe as you read it you will come to understand that it's not about anvils.



Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Vitamin X, The Third Great Discovery in Parkinson's Treatment in the Past Forty Years

(Adapted from a talk I gave recently to  our local PD support group)

Parkinson's Disease has been afflicting humanity for thousands of years. For most of that time,  not much could be done to alleviate the symptoms, much less halt the ravages of the disorder. In the past forty years or so, there have been three major developments that have changed the way patients experience symptoms of Parkinson’s.

The first discovery came in the mid 1960’s, researchers found the motor symptoms of PD could be alleviated through use of levodopa. These symptoms of Parkinson’s Disease stem from reduction of the ability of the brain to make dopamine, the chemical messenger that enables our brains to communicate with our muscles. When the body is supplied with levodopa, combined with carbidopa  to avoid nauseating patients, the brain can transmute the l-dopa chemically to dopamine, making up for the lost supply. This can mean nearly total control of symptoms, at first. (Sinemet is the medicine's commercial name)


The second great change in symptom management came with Deep Brain stimulation (DBS). This is a surgical procedure that can have dramatic results in patients who are “Good Candidates” (patients who respond well to l-dopa and have no significant cognitive impairments) DBS was approved as a treatment for PD by the FDA in 2002. The procedure is audacious and demanding, but the results can be impressive. Unfortunately, not all patients qualify to have the operation, and for reasons that are not understood, occasionally a good candidate will have bad results.

In fact, both these developments, impressive as they are in technical rigor and in results in terms of improved quality of life, have drawbacks. In the case of levedopa, as time goes on and patients lose more of their capacity to cope with the disease, they compensate by increasing their dosages. This leads to unwanted side effects that are as debilitating as the disease. Among these side-effects are Dyskinesia, excessive unwanted movement, and motor fluctuation, the "wearing off" of the medication that results in the unmasking of tremor, softness of speech, slowness and all the other motor symptoms that the medicine holds at bay.

Not to mention the that medication must be taken regularly throughout the day, at the correct intervals for meaningful relief. Life being what it is, schedules can get messed up.Which means that the patient gets messed up, too. In addition there are Parkinson’s symptoms that seem beyond the reach of levodopa, in particular the loss of sense of balance. Still, the discovery of levodopa as PD therapy has led to great increases in both quality of patients lives, as well as sheer life duration.

Like l-dopa DBS surgery can have great impact on a patient’s symptoms, but it comes with side effects and limitations as well. As with Levodopa, it seems unable to prevent falling. It has little effect on non-motor symptoms, like depression. And of course it IS brain surgery with all the attendant risks of bleeding, infection, etc. It is also blamed for some patients loss of ability to speak clearly, and in certain cases, for actually worsening balance. Also, again like l-dopa, DBS only treats symptoms without affecting the underlying disease.

There is a third exciting development in the treatment of Parkinson’s Disease that is just now coming into its own. It brings significant advantages and promise of hope to the table. It is relatively cheap and freely available. Furthermore, when used correctly, it is without nasty side effects. Almost more exciting, and unlike the first two developments, there is evidence that it is disease-modifying, not merely useful for coping with symptoms. It is wise to consult with your Doctor before you start this approach, but after the initial work is done, you are free to use the treatment as you see fit.

So what is this miraculous PD panacea, and how can you obtain it? It’s Vitamin X... exercise!

 Ten years ago, little was known, or, at least published, about the benefits that exercise can confer on PD patients. In fact, for awhile, the conventional wisdom was that exercise was not a good idea if you had PD. Times have changed.  Exercise is now seen as indispensable PD therapy. What do researchers say as to how to benefit from exercise? Well one, Dr. Jay Alberts (Check out this video, featuring his research) has found the performing “forced” exercise, over and above what you would normally put into a physical activity can enable patients to increase their score in Parkinson’s assessments by 30-35% over a period of a month! If one came up with a drug that did the same tomorrow, they'd be rich and celebrated the World over. It’s true that if patients did not continue their exercise regimes, they would lose the benefit over three weeks time. So what? If I skip taking pills for three hours, let alone weeks, I’m in a world of hurt.

One of the worst aspects of Parkinson’s is the loss of the ability to balance, and the consequent falls this brings on. In addition to being scary and painful in their own right, falls can result in drastic complications, such as broken bones, These can lead to even worse complications, such as infected bedsores, which can be fatal. Ten year ago when someone came to me and said “How can I cope with falling?” all I could do for them was to suggest ways to recover and to get up off the floor. Now we know that various forms of exercise, Yoga, Tai-Chi, and dance can help to recover and preserve a patient’s ability to balance.  And we are lucky enough in Anchorage to have both an instructor of dance for PD and another for Yoga for PD. Both have gotten special training in working with PD Patients and each give weekly classes in these fields.

Exercise may be the only way known to achieve the Holy Grail of Parkinson’s treatment: Disease modification. To slow or stop the progression of this disease has long been an unfulfilled goal of Parkinson’s research . CoQ10, Eldepryl and Azilect have all  been touted as having the ability to slow this disease. None has been proven to make a dramatic difference. According to the Michael J. Fox Foundation “While Teva (maker of Azilect) was praised by members of a US FDA advisory panel and regulators on 17 October for conducting a complex clinical trial aimed at demonstrating that its Parkinson's disease drug Azilect (rasagiline) may slow the progression of the disease, the committee unanimously said the study ultimately failed in providing substantial evidence to back up that claim.” What would such a claim mean if proven? Again, from the Fox Foundation: “Dr Russell Katz, director of the FDA's Division of Neurology Products, noted that US regulators have never approved a treatment for disease modification in any neuro-degenerative conditions. "The effect of disease progression is something that is tremendously important, both from a clinical point of view for patients, but also from a regulatory point of view," he said. "If you tell people in labeling that a drug has an effect on disease progression, you really want to be sure it has an effect on disease progression."If a drug is found to have an effect on disease progression, Dr Katz said it would "change dramatically, not only clinical practice, but controlled trials in the future.”

 Exercise is now seen as a likely way to reach this elusive goal. According to the National  Parkinson’s Foundation:

“There is a strong consensus among physicians and physical therapists that improved mobility decreases the risk of falls and some other complications of Parkinson’s.  They agree that practicing movement—physical therapy, occupational therapy, and participating in an exercise program—improves mobility.  By avoiding complications, you can avoid some of the things that can make PD worse.  Beyond this, we know that people who exercise intensely, for example by doing things like running or riding a bicycle, have fewer changes in their brains caused by aging.  Studies in animals suggest that Parkinson’s disease is also improved by exercise.”

Furthermore there is a clear theory that  explains what exercise may do to foster neuroprotection, the guarding of nerve cells from harm. Exercise increases the level of neurotrophic chemicals in the brain, These are the chemicals that promote the growth of nerve cells. The more of the neurotophic chemicals available, the better the conditions for bolstering  your brain cells. It also appears that exercise allows the brain to use dopamine more efficiently. So you make the most of what you’ve got.

What is the best way to take advantage of this new knowledge of the benefits of exercise?  According to the NPF:

”The best way to achieve these benefits is to exercise on a consistent basis. People with Parkinson's enrolled in exercise programs with durations longer than six months, regardless of exercise intensity, have shown significant gains in functional balance and mobility as compared to programs of only two-week or ten-week durations. However, when it comes to exercise and PD, greater intensity equals greater benefits. Experts recommend that people with Parkinson's, particularly young onset or those in the early stages, exercise with intensity for as long as possible as often as possible.  Your doctor might recommend an hour a day three or four times a week, but most researchers think that the more you do, the more you benefit. Intense exercise is exercise that raises your heart rate and makes you breathe heavily.  Studies have focused on running and bicycle riding, but experts feel that other intense exercise should provide the same benefit. Regardless of your condition, you should always warm up and cool down properly, exercise in a way that is safe for you, and know your limits.  There are many support groups, therapists, and exercise programs who can help with PD-safe exercise and help you to set up your own program if that’s what works best for you.  Be sure to consult your physician.  If your physician is not a PD expert, you can call the NPF helpline (1-800-4PD-INFO) to help you to explain to your physician the importance of exercise so that you and your doctor can put together a plan that will work for you.”

Is exercise a magic bullet against PD? Lab experiments with Rats that were injected with a substance that induces PD-like symptoms, and then exercised showed a lower rate of symptoms than a group that did not have exercise. But the problem is that if exercise were an all-protective panacea against Parkinson’s Disease, how do we explain the fact Olympic Athlete Davis Phinney got the disease?  He was certainly exercising big-time before diagnosis. So, no. We haven’t got a magic bullet. But turn the question around. How bad off would Phinney be if he had NOT been training for the Olympics much of his life? We don’t have any way of  knowing. But the knowledge we do have suggests that his exercising was not a waste of time.

Of the three major developments in the world of Parkinson’s in the past 40 years, it’s hard to say which is the most significant. But there is clearly one which, in its ease of  access, low cost, return on investment, lack of dangerous or otherwise undesirable side effects, and promise of substantial outcomes is in a class by itself. The question for you, given the stakes and the state of the science is what are you waiting for? (h/t @ Dr. Dave Heydrick)

Friday, January 17, 2014

Winter Bicycling With Parkinson's Disease: Beyond the "Experimental" Phase Into the "Confirmed Whacko" phase.

Last winter I experimented with bicycling as an alternative to driving. Why? My driving ability has eroded significantly over the ten years since my Parkinson's diagnosis. To make a long story short, I've chosen to ride my bike year round to minimize my driving. (You can find out more here, in my first winter cycling post) I'm well into my second cycling Winter, and the fact that I am even composing this piece amounts to a small victory. It means that, in spite of everything, I am neither dead, nor so severely maimed that I am unable to continue. Yay. I have moved beyond the "experimental" phase into the "confirmed whacko" phase.

I did not measure my actual mileage last winter, but it was certainly significant. My sense is that I am lagging a bit this winter. Why? There seems to be more days when there is fresh snow on the trails which makes riding significantly slower. Second I am a bit intimidated by the recent death of a cyclist in town. Plus a few falls of my own have rendered me a bit more conservative. Nevertheless I remain committed to riding all winter.

Why expose myself to the danger and discomfort of winter riding?

This calls for a pie chart. Hold on while I whip one up... Here we are. Let's run through it, starting with the bad reasons. First, stupidity. Is it stupid to ride your bike during Winter? Yes. A simple checklist confirms this unfortunate fact. Cold? Check. Ice? Check. Cars? Check. Dark? Check. Well that's settled. Let's move on...

Machismo. Hold it buckaroo, isn't machismo a subset of stupidity? Wellllll, yes, I guess. But it IS only characteristic of one gender, and therefore distinct and interesting enough to merit its own category. I estimate that 12.5% of my motivation to ride through the winter is machismo. It would be more, but with PD, that's about all the machismo I can summon up.

Guilt, in the form of remorse for my carbon footprint, combined with my desire to avoid guilt should I cause a car accident, drives a rather hefty 12.5% of my motivation. And I wasn't even raised as a Catholic! Sheesh!

Moving to positive reasons for riding, we have 15%  sheer fun (and thrills). A masssive 25% of my motivation comes from the all-important role exercise plays in of coping with Parkinson's Disease. Finally, we have the savings on the cost of monthly car payments, gas, insurance and clever bumper stickers coming in at a solid 25%. Disclaimer: All elements involved in this chart are estimates; your mileage may vary.

Have I eliminated the infernal combustion system entirely from my appointed rounds? No. I still rely on my wife and others to chauffeur me at times. And I still climb behind the wheel on rare occasions. But I have found that I can take care of an enormous amount of daily errands, such as going to the bank, the Post Office, even moderate grocery shopping, on my bike. Sure, there is risk, but what the hell, I've already got Parkinson's Disease. My riding days are numbered. I can't let a little thing like Winter get in the way.

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

A Comics Thought Experiment

I have this recurring feeling that I should be through with Parkinson's. That I can go back to normal now. That I have done my time. It's a feeling that is reinforced each morning when I wake up. Until I try to move, I feel the same way I did in the days, more than ten years ago, before my first symptoms showed up. Then I try to walk to the bathroom. Bang goes another illusion. And yet I retain the feeling that, if I just knew whom to talk to, whom to see, they could wave their hands and make my PD disappear. So this comic is a look at how that would likely play out.





Sunday, October 14, 2012

Scalpel... sponge... white out...

Here is the kind of thing I am delighted to have lived long enough to say, the sort of thing that would have read as nonsense a few short years ago. Frankly, it still looks a little weird when I type it. But here it is: Last Friday, during brain surgery to provide relief from Parkinson's Disease, cartoonist Richard Thompson drew a picture of his brain. (You may see his drawing by going here, and scrolling down.) Naturally, you have many questions about this. As a cartoonist who has undergone this same procedure, I'm here to help. First question?

Q: My God! He drew this WHILE the team had his skull open and his brain exposed????
A: Correct. When the doctors are trying to find the ideal placement of the electrodes in the brain, it is necessary to see how the patient responds to the electric stimulation from the wire, and where the wire is in the brain. Different electrode locations, varying by millimeters, can produce markedly different outcomes. Based in part on the real-time reactions of the patient, they will tweak it to the optimum possible.  So, for this phase of the operation they wake the patient up to assess how they are doing. Richard and his doctors were probably trying out a placement or setting to see how well it worked for drawing. What better way to do this than by actually drawing?
Q: Wait, doctors were putting electrodes in his brain?
A: Yes. The operation is called Deep Brain Stimulation (DBS). For reasons that are poorly understood, many symptoms of Parkinson's Disease can be fairly well controlled in some patients by "stimulation"- zapping certain regions of the brain constantly with mild electric shocks.
Q: Ouch! Doesn't that hurt?
A: No. While the scalp area is plenty sensitive, the brain has no nerves within it that detect pain. Pain is your body's way of telling you that you have a problem that needs addressing. It's like the robot in the old TV show exclaiming "Danger, Will Robinson!" Unfortunately, if something dangerous has made it through your skin, your skull, and past the Blood-brain barrier, you are most likely FUBAR, and pain is useless. So the brain does without it.
Q: Cartoonists have brains?
A: Security, eject that man.
Q: So why did Richard draw a brain?
A: Likely because brains, in all their squiggly moistness, are fun to draw.
Q: This is amazing, and sort of cool.
A: No kidding!
Q: Does this mean that Richard will be able to produce his wonderful loose and confidently masterful drawings and paintings again?
A: I believe so, but it depends to some degree on his tolerance for frustration. The apparatus installed by the doctors must be adjusted to Richard's particular case. His anatomy, the progression of the disease and the way it manifests itself must all be taken into account as the device is tweaked.  This can take months of trial and error, during which symptom control will likely be less dependable than it will eventually become. Fortunately for Richard, he lives near Washington DC, and there are many highly-trained  medical professionals around. But with countless possible settings. finding the perfect mix will take time.

And DBS is not a cure. Parkinson's will always lurk in the background, subdued, but not banished. From time to time it will leap out from the weeds and send his stroke askew. This can be dreadfully demoralizing, especially for a perfectionist like Richard. It can mean doing things again and again to capture the look you want. 

Creativity is all about overcoming limits. Parkinson's is all about imposing limits. My money is on Richard's creativity. I can't wait to see what comes next.

Friday, August 10, 2012

A "Heart-on-His-Sleeve-Southerner" Does Serious Damage to my Cynical Side

Chris Sparks,  (Center), Cartoonist Richard Thompson (R) and me, at a Team Cul de Sac signing at Politics and Prose, a Bethesda bookstore in early July, 2012 

  
I've written before how my job as a political cartoonist pushed me dangerously close to misanthropy. Concentrating, as a cartoonist does for hours each day on incompetents, opportunists, meatheads, and malefactors left me with an opinion of my fellow man that was shading into the red zone of contempt.

Then I got sick and scared. Suddenly a new class of people came into focus. Among this previously invisible group were highly trained and skilled medical professionals, selfless caregivers, and fellow PD sufferers who cope with grace and courage.  And then there are those who, without preparation, suddenly burst into passionate flame as they are confronted with the consequences of Parkinson's disease for someone they care about.

Chris Sparks is a great example. The former comic book store owner from North Carolina is a lover of cartoons. At a comics convention, he met and befriended the singularly gifted cartoonist Richard Thompson. Not long after they struck up their friendship, Chris was devastated to learn that his pal was diagnosed with Parkinson's Disease.

Like many people who learn that a friend is suffering, Chris could not sit quietly and watch someone he cares about be stolen away by sickness. Inspired by Michael J. Fox, he decided to raise money for Parkinson's research. Chris came up with an idea that bordered on madcap poetry. While the rest of the world works to overcome Parkinson's Disease with a commendable grim commitment, staging walks, running marathons, attending meetings and seminars, Chris chose art and humor as his tools.

He decided to create a book in honor of Thompson. The content would be drawings donated by cartoonists featuing their interpretations of Thompson's characters from his celebrated strip, "Cul de Sac". Proceeds from the book and the sale of the artwork at auction would go to the Michael J Fox Foundation to fund PD research.

$45,000 dollars for research and two years later, the whole project looks like a seamless, almost inevitable success. But look inside and you'll see that the entire enterprise depended on the passion and indeed the chutzpah of one man. Cartoonists as a class are deeply centered on their work. To survive in the field, they must be. They do not welcome distraction from the pursuit of the craft they love, they tend to be loners, they don't follow instructions well, and they hate deadlines. This was the group that Chris Sparks boldly chose to bring together.

In fact, when he proposed the book idea to Universal Features, the syndicate that distributes Cul de Sac, Chris had only one cartoonist, Stephen Pastis, committed to the project. Sparks assured the powers that be that other big names from the biz would be on board, and because he is a convincing guy, not only the did powers that be buy in, but a great number of star cartoonists did in fact create work for the project.

Fortunately for Chris, he is not alone in his admiration for the work of Richard Thompson. Spill ink at a gathering of cartoonists and you are bound to stain quite a few Thompson fans. His elegant and carefree line is the sort of thing other cartoonists have no choice but to love. Smart, unassuming, and wry, Thompson the man is beloved as his artwork. Among those that came aboard the project were Pat Oliphant, Lynn Johnston,  Garry Trudeau, and "Calvin and Hobbes" creator Bill Watterson. Watterson gave the project a huge profile boost with his contribution, the first work that most have seen by him since he gave up his acclaimed strip over a decade ago.

Chris was riding the tiger by the time the Watterson painting showed up. Putting a book together is difficult enough with just one author. Multiply the contributors, and you multiply the paperwork, complicate the decisions you must make about how the work will be presented, and, most painful, decide who is in and who is out.

Then there was the auction to organize. I got several emails from Chris that left me with the impression that he was barely clinging to sanity. I was worried enough to check with Thompson about how Chris was taking the pressure. Richard wrote back that "I think he's a heart-on-his-sleeve Southerner who reacts with some emotion to every shift in the weather but is basically ebullient. My Mom was one, and I like that kind."

Reassured, I went back to anticipating the appearance of the book. When it finally came out, it was met with well-deserved praise. The handsome design by Chris and Jamie King, his partner at Sparking Design,  combined with excellent introductory pieces from Thompson, Sparks, and Michael Cavna of the Washington Post set up the collected artwork well. The pages burst with joyous drawing, high spirits, and palpable affection and respect for Thompson.

The success of the project is the result of the work of many hands, as Chris would be the first to insist. But the scope and ambition of effort is the mark of one person who rolled up his sleeves instead of shrugging his shoulders when a friend got sick. It's enough to make a would-be cynic re-think his lousy attitude, and that is a healing that is nearly as momentous as the cure for Parkinson's Disease we so fervently desire.